Today has been one of relaxation, I have watched more films on television than I have in a long time. Also have taken my time eating and enjoying the food I ate, intend on reading part of a new book later, and was thoughtful enough to take time out and actually call loved ones and tell them I love them instead of sending a text.
Looking out the widows at this cloudy 50 degree weather day (ok maybe 65 degrees) the combination of all I’ve watched, eaten, and absorbed has made me particularly reminiscent and sentimental today. Part of me loves these days and part of me desires for them to come when I’m old and gray. It feels often like a sense of mental maturity sweeping over me pointing towards what’s to come.
With that said I’d be remiss not to mention the fact that I haven’t blogged in ages. I know a lot of content, subject matter, and time have passed but I promised not to try and recap but start from wherever I start…and so here we are.
I watched my daughter sleep today all I could entertain were the thoughts on her growing older, her moving on liking boys etc etc. I want to be selfish and keep her as my little baby (now 4) however, I know I can’t due to impossibility as well I want her to grow and experience life for her self with hopes she won’t depart from all the good habits I’ve tried to teach her.