Thoughts at 2:05am

I don’t know why it has seemingly been so difficult to keep up this blog perhaps I’m over-analyzing things as I often tend to. In the grand scheme of things perhaps all of my blog posts have been right on time? Looking at the frequency others blog and the advertising sites that require certain blogging consistencies its quite easy to feel behind. With that said I had a couple of thoughts as I randomly perused my Facebook page for the first time in months.

1. On average what measures a good day?

2. Why do so many question Christianity moreover salvation yet haven’t even attempted true relationship with Christ?

3. If I criticize my appearance too harshly and if I’m a pretty decent looking chick?

Before I move forward with the answers I contemplated for the questions on three such uniquely different and random questions I feel the need to describe the calm of my past midnight blogging experience. My husband and daughter are both asleep both rare considering I have been the one falling asleep easily before 11pm everyday since I started working. Most wives/mother’s describe in great detail the peace and comfort of working and or relaxing after a long day/night when the family is asleep. It’s nothing more than truthful to agree and though I’m certain I have eluded to the fact and more in previous blog posts as I said I felt compelled to share it again. Its like your creative juices flow easier during these time periods and even if all you’re doing is relaxing you relax in knowing things are done for the day, everyone is asleep and even the very breathes you take aren’t under the hat of “mommy” or “honey” but just your own.

Now for those randoms…

1. On average what measures a good day?

-I posed this question on my Facebook page it will be interesting to say the least to read the responses. Personally I think a good day is when your days activities are complete, you or your family’s health an well being are in tact and everyone has spent time together, eaten well, and are resting peacefully.

2. Why do so many question Christianity moreover salvation yet haven’t even attempted true relationship with Christ?

-Though this is a very difficult question to answer fully as it especially requires a well rounded answer. My best answer especially at 2am would be most people give up on God or even the idea of God before they have had real relationship with God. Most look for a feeling or the ability for all their problems to cease or even to have succinct answers to their problems and even some of the others and the world at large. Then some expect “blessings” to rain down and cover every need, desire, and dream seemingly almost so life appears as close to perfection as possible. Sad…to say the last especially since there is NO religion or belief under sun that offers this yet it is seemingly only fully expected of Christianity as it relates to those who have been regenerated in and by Christ Jesus.

3. If I criticize my appearance too harshly and if I’m a pretty decent looking chick?

-The answer to this question may appear obvious to those who know me and even common among women as we all tend to judge ourselves appearance or otherwise too strictly as it relates to societal standards. However most days I wake up feeling my best self as is possible for the day often times its only until I see a picture of something I desire, once had or looked like, or something I aspired or aspire to be/feel/look like. However as the years go on I am easily comforted in the fact that I’m not half bad…lol!

Ciao 😉

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